Okay so I am super pissed right now and need to take the time to vent.  So...here it goes:  tonight I decided to go to walmart to get some grocceries to tie me over till' the end of the year..so I waited around for Ben (my ex) to give me a ride.  The ride there went totally fine...we chatted, but once we got there I told him to park @ the groccery end of the store and thats when everything bad started....he speeded across the parking lot (10:45 pm) and parked....then he started arguing and said that we really didn't have to go to the store if he didn't want to...then he got all fussy so I walked ahead, I'm not one who like arguing in public in front of people....so we walked in the door and I grabbed a cart and he continued to argue..despite my efforts of me not arguing anymore.  I grabbed my cart and stormed ahead telling him to stop arguing and causing a scene and he turned away and practically ran out of the store....I was so upset I tried calling a buddy but the reception @ walmart sucks...so I had to wait 15 minutes until I was done with my shopping....Finally i got to the checkout and made my purchases...went to the parking lot and Ben's truck was not there....apparently he went back to the dorms and left me there all by myself and by now it was 11:10 or so.....I kept trying his phone no answer (ignored the calls)...I called about 10 other people for rides...none answered...at this point I was in tears..big tears....no one to get me and I'm stuck @ walmart...no money for a cab or anything and too far to walk back (let alone too scared).  I called him and he finally answered but nope no ride...just picked up to yell at me.....finally i noticed a group of four guys from my floor (matt, kyle, doug, and joe) who like always out with me...I was sooo excited...but looked like a train hit me from all the crying...they went in to buy stuff and gave me a ride back and doug even helped me carry stuff....and wanted to listen and help me beat Ben up....

...It's amazing how just one generous hand...or ear to listen, could make the world of difference when you feel like no one in the world could care...I was about to give up, when out of no where they pulled up. That truly goes to show...random acts of kindness matter so much and touch so many people, be nice to all around you and it will feel not only amazing to you but who knows how that person could one day help you out....please take this story to mind.

Siri inspires me so i'm writting a post like her....:)

I like free caribou coffee....when the lady forgets to ask you to pay

Cards in the mail (especially w/free money)

Warm weather w/sunny days

Naps

Drama....once it all gets figured out and you find out things will be alright

for once i posted a happy post....but the rest of the week will be super busy with homework/exams/meetings....

-Kitty

......i'm single and more sad than a lot of you could know :( i can't bring myself to stop crying & just when i think my tears are gone...a steady stream flows down my cheeks...

-Kit